It concerns me when I think of it, but it isn’t weighing on my mind as much. I’ve come to realize that next year a whole new world will open up for me & I personally can’t wait. So what if you cant become friends (or more) with Mary and Alicia simply because of someone taking your designated spot that you thought would naturally progress to be yours. So Courtney threw a monkey wrench in the gears & pretty much killed any opportunity for you to establish a means of becoming more comfortable and open with them.
Why am I talking in the 3rd person?
Now, I do have resentment and hostility in me on account of his actions, but I can get over it simply by looking ahead and hoping and wanting next year.
In other news…
So, Tim’s with Amy, but it probably wont last another week. Tim is one of the weakest individuals I’ve ever dealt with. People like him, that need support of so many others to make decisions or choose how he lives, end up unhappy and unfulfilled. I want to live a fulfilling life. And if that means going full circle, and experiencing isolation, depression, boredom, fear, resentment, satisfaction, happiness, and ultimately fulfillment, then so be it.
I want to get to a point where I know exactly what I’m doing and it doesn’t take me a long time to really think things through, because I know in my heart what the right choice to make is.
This will lead me to be a better person, and be more true to myself.
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