I wish it were last week

Then, I would have a full week to ask Christina if she wanted to go to the prom.

Instead, Alicia asks me one day before the deadline. It was kind of a mocking way of asking anyway, as if she didn't expect me to take her seriously and take her up on it.

But, if it were one week earlier, I would be sitting at the prom with Christina, Mary, Courtney, Dan, and Alicia. But now I can't. I think the only reason Alicia asked me in the first place was because she thought I felt insecure since she was talking to Courtney more.

That's probably the same reason why she said that whole "because of Mary" thing when talking about her grad party.

But I took it seriously. I actually do want to go with them and have fun (even though I probably wouldn't dance, or if I did, make a complete awkward-ass out of myself) . I can't think of anywhere else I'd rather be.

I want to be part of that clique. That's kinda sad. But Dan's actually cool, and I like all the others. (except maybe Brianna Flick, she seems kinda fake in her punk rock world--but I don't really know her).

Not to mention the fact that it's the perfect opportunity to start out a possible thing with Christina. I mean--prom night. Who knows what would happen?And that's just what I want. To not be completely sure what's gonna happen next. The only way it could happen is if Alicia brings it up, and she says that she could get it extended for me.

Then, Christina visits me tom. night and I ask her then. If she says "yes", I'm in business and life is good. If it doesn't work out like that, then back to life as usual and meybe get a regular night w/ her to hang out.

I don't know what my future holds. All I know is I'm not going to fall asleep for quite a while and I'm going to do very poorly on my physics quiz 1st period. (and Seniora Jas will be back. Fuck)

Tomorrow's going to suck.