I'm feeling pretty good now

After a few days of getting used to it and letting it grow in, I really love my haircut. Bam! Confidence shoots right back up.

The thing I'm really happy about is that Amy #2 told Eric she thinks I'm "fucking hot as hell". Damn that made me feel good. But then in the same breath she says she probably wouldn't go out with me or something to that effect.

Well, this has really got me thinking. She most likely doesn't want to go out with me because she thinks I'm too experienced for her. Well, I just have to show her, very subtly, that I'm on the same level she is.

I'd like to hang out with her one day, because I've all but given up on Mary. I mean, I'd still take her w/out a second thought if given the opportunity, but I doubt I'm gonna get the opportunity anytime soon.

And now Courtney's going to TCNJ, which pisses me off even more. Saturday was going to be my day with Alicia, but now Courtney's going, Dan's going. Well, it'll be fun anyway I guess, but it just gets annoying when Courtney talks with Alicia.

"Did you figure out what we're doing Friday?"

"That was fun on Friday"

blah, blah blah

I get really angry and I don't know how to deal with it. Oh, well.

Nothing's really weighing heavily on my mind. Just a few things floating around.

Amy #2, Mary-Courtney-Alicia-Dan situation, ...that's about it. I'm bored and don't feel llike doing much.