I did the same thing to Christina and she wasn't mad. And if I did it as hard on her, she probably would have just hit me hard back and we could have moved on.
To be that mad over something as stupid as this is ridiculous.
She wasn't even really mad. She kept looking back into my eyes to see if I meant it and I think she knows I did. And she had half a smile on her face. She has to know that it was just flirting gone a bit too far. Given time to think, would she get madder?
No, she'll calm down and still tell everyone, but at least she herself will know the truth. She just wanted me to feel really bad for the night because she felt what I did was wrong and I shouldn't be forgiven so quickly. She knows she has a control over my life and with that, she felt at least 1 night of suffering should be punishment.
Plus, she couldn't just change her demeanor. She was upset and knew I was sorry, but was too stubborn and had to keep in that same mindset because it felt right. And if she felt better because of it, that's what she would do.
Socially, she can truly forgive me next time I see her. But, I'm gonna tell Juden to say "sorry" for me anyway. Just for the sake of being thoughtful. Or maybe I'll write her something and give it to Juden.
Yeah, that sounds good. She will love me for that.
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