Hopefully Hendrickson will be there. Ok, next time I see Hendrickson, I WILL give my 2 weeks. I’ve figured out the financial issue, now it’s just a matter of having the balls to up and DO IT.
What else…just the music from Tony Hawk’s stuck in my head and also when I close my eyes, I see the game, which means I definitely overplayed it.
Also, just thinking of reactions of my quitting. Esp Amy and Eric. But, it’s MY life. Not Hendrickson, or Patricia, or Eric, or mom, or the sister. I know what I’m doing. Even if it does nothing but break up the monotony, that’s enough.
I will start to live. Start calling people to hang out and not caring if they say ‘yes’ or ‘no’. Hey, it’s better than never calling at all!
Give everything a shot, unless you don’t want to. Did that make sense? I don’t know.
Haircut, shorts and maroon shirt probably tomorrow, project graduation, grad parties, stay sXe, don’t stray. Finals, cumulative absences, sleeping in, oversleeping, no dissection, watch video in 1st period, breakfast commercial (never air), get these fucking songs out of my head!
Cash in change tomorrow, work with Amy never, see her Wed., maybe give 2 weeks Wed., work at video store, if not, I take a month off of work.
Whew…ok I really should get to sleep. Hopefully I don’t start thinking about all this shit. (that’s what this book’s for)…
Good night.
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