Alright, I'm feeling a lot better than last night.

I went ahead and visited Alicia at TJ Maxx (yeah she probably knows I'm infatuated, so what?) and it went ok.

Still everything she says rings in my ears for the rest of the day. We had basic meaningless chit-chat and I teased her about TRL, which she denied. The thing that really got me, though, was when she mentioned that Elsie had a thing for me. Heh, heh...too bad she lives in South Amboy or whatever. But what else? She went to Paul's party, (damn, shoulda went), but she said she's going to Steven's, so I'll go with her. It's basically just random thoughts...

Heidi. I hung out with her today, but it's painfully obvious we are two very different people. (plus she has a boyfriend anyway). Also, I'm NOT going to Warped Tour. Fuck. I really wanted to go, too...

Impossibles STILL stuck in my head. "Hey! Hey! I can see the surface from there. Hey! Hey! Choking up and gasping for air...telephone never heard a ring..." and so on.

But, to elaborate on the Elsie thing, that'd be really perfect. Okay, she is definitely really good for me. Happy and crazy, but not just to look good socially. She doesn't bullshit. But, again, it's a distance thing. I'm just imagining it, though. Me and Elsie, Dan and Alicia, Mary and Courtney (who's the obvious man out [for once]). That'd be pretty sweet...