Shit.

I hate to write this because I don't even really feel like thinking about it. Now that the dog is sick, I'm gonna be pressured to stay home when mom is away. Now that's not too bad, but what sucks is that she's gonna be here more often and I'm not gonna really ahve days like this where I can just call someone and leave a general "went out" note.

Now, I guess it'll be just as easy to say a general "going out" statement or give a general description (like "a bunch of people") or something, so I guess it won't be all that bad. Okay, now, obviously I can't call Heidi tomorrow, since I'm trapped at home with the dog. So, I'm gonna have to wait longer and longer, and all the while she loses more and more interest in me.

I know! I go into Shop Rite tomorrow and find her and talk to her. Now, most likely her and Amy#2 both will be there, so I'll have to be cautious. I would rather Amy#2 than Heidi, but I have a better chance with Heidi, and that's that.

So I'll go in, find Eric or Mike, drop off film and get money orders and seek out the playing field. If Diana, Megan, Amy#2, Christina, Amy#1, Heidi are all there, (plus Joan and Ivey) then I'll try my best to be personable and personal to them. And try my best to leave ther with better chances of either than when I first went in. It's gonna be tough, on both me and the girls, but I can do it, because I have to. It's healthy to interact and get in situations like this. And if all else fails, it's good material for the PB zine. That's always my last option.