Tuesday, February 9, 2010

So, I finally talk to Heidi

and we have a decent conversation which I mentioned.

But she still has a boyfriend. Although, I really don't think he's for her.

And now the deal is if he can't go to the Warped Tour, then I'll go with Heidi. If he can go, then I sit on my ass and wish I were there. I think I'm gonna go though. Damn that would be great. There's no bands that I LOVE there, and a lot of it is really trendy and MTV-ish, but it'll be fun nonetheless, because it's a road trip with someone I can enjoy being with and also, I'd like to see NOFX, Millencolin and Hot Water Music, plus Dillinger Escape Plan and some others. It'll be cool. Ok, so now I have that to possibly look forward to.

I'm a little too complacent, I think. My only options are Amy#2 and Heidi and I'm not very close to either of them. What do I do? That's been the question for the past year of my life. From Becky to Alicia to Mary and now Amy#2/Christina/Heidi, I still haven't had a real fucking relationship yet and I'm dying for one. But, who knows?

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