I'm genuinely excited about tomorrow. I definitely want to take pictures and experience everything firsthand. I want to get in the pit and get my ass kicked, I want to scream lyrics to songs I know, I want to let myself go and hold nothing back.
That's gonna be great. Can't wait to do that.
Also, I have Alicia and Dan on my mind. What a shock. I think they're on to me. I think they both can plainly see my infatuation. It's a healthy one, though. I know my position exactly and I have no intention of gaining ground even if I had the opportunity. They're just too good together for me to want to spoil anything, so I have absolutely NO resentment.
Now about tomorrow, I want to bring other people than just Nate.
I would love to take Lauren or Jackie just for a change of pace. Whatever, I'll try to either get in another's car or get others in mine. Because with just me and Nate, it might get a little weird.
Damn, I don't know how I'm gonna get up tomorrow at 6. It's 1:30 now. So, that's 4 1/2 hrs sleep.
Damn, I wish I could fall asleep. I've got to try. Ok, until tomorrow --TOTS--
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