That was definitely the theme for senior year. And I'd love to still hang with them in this, the 3rd month of summer. I'm sure I'll see Alicia because of the simple fact that we're going to thesame college and her brother keeps in touch with me more than she does.
And I did like Mary a lot, and still do. But if I see her and she asks why I didn't call, I'm not going to pull any punches this time. I'll tell her straight up: I didn't call you because whenever I happened to see you, you were with Courtney. And I don't want to hang out with you if you don't want to hang out with me. Also, I didn't feel right hanging out with you since you and him are so attached. He might get the wrong idea, and things could get awkward between us. And I don't want to hang out with you AND him, because then I'm a 3rd wheel. And I fucking hate that feeling. So that's why. So, why didn't you call me?...
Ha ha ha. I'd love to see her face after I smack her in it with the truth. That's called brutal honesty. After bottling it up so long around her, I'd just love to hit her with it.
But I'm over her. Really.
This is officially my last rant with Mary as the focus. Now, Alicia on the other hand...
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