Well, I think my new outlook on things may be working

I'm feeling a little different and I'm thinking that I can justify everything I do. As I've said before, I'm going to need to answer WHY I do the things I do before I do them. It is, as I've said before, a double edged sword because, well...look on thought disk for that.

I find myself much happier and content with my life in these last few days of summer before I enter a whole new world. I find myself a little intimidated but wholly excited about entering it. Mostly because I want to change my life for the better. I still do things for show, I guess, but it's not as bad as it used to be. It's almost like I would follow for show, but now I'm trying to put on my OWN show and see if I can get followers. I don't know though.

I'm just really excited about anything that provides interaction and new experiences. I want as much life experience as I can in these years. I now will have no excuses to stay away and trapped in my own little world.