Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I think I hate this job at times

It's just that I'm not here enough to realize it. 2 and 3-hour shifts don't give me enough time to realize how horrible it is sitting in silence with phony fucking co-workers and bitchy people looking for things. The fact that I'm completely ignorant about basically everything here is my biggest problem. "How do I look for mf?" -- "I don't know".. "Is there an index of authors?" -- "I don't know". "Where is this particular mf?" -- "I don't know". "How do I work this machine?" -- "I don't know."

I don't know anything. All I know how to do is sit here and write while ignoring everyone else. I'm damn good at that.

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