And it made me feel glad to be me, to be up north in Jersey, and to be able to laugh at those other motherfuckers.
Damn, if that were ME in the south? Those bastards wouldn't know what hit them. Cuz I have support. But I guess this isn't why I'm writing.
I decided against the whole hook-up, mostly because I don't feel like driving all the way down there and coming back for work tonight. Just too out of the normal day for me. Yeah, I guess I'm still pretty tame and conventional.
Just time to go through some thought bytes, the off-the-top-of-the-head shit that clears me out a little bit:
-Talked to Heidi again on IM. Every time I think I've talked to that girl for the last time, she surprises me. And I can't lie and say I don't like it, because I actually think deep down, that she's a good-hearted person and someone I might like to know better. But at the same time, I think of all the negatives surrounding the girl. She doesn't get along with people, pretty much as a rule, she's starved for attention, she's a groupie, etc etc.
But on the other hand, she's really a beautiful girl, she can be cute and fun to hang out with at times, and she really can be the sweetest thing on two legs when she wants to be. And I'm sure if I could get her to apologize to Eric, Kelly, Matt, etc, things would be cool. Or maybe I just want that ass. Who knows?
-Speaking of girls, Toni talks to me all the damn time now, too. What is it about girls that talk to you so much more after you ignore them?
Anyways, I'm down with getting down with Toni if she came up to school. I'm just in it for a piece. Damn, emotions took over again. I'm out.
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