It's not so much a life that is given to you, and you just go through the motions, live your life, and then die. Instead, it's more of a series of "tests", or experiences to build character in one way or another, and prepare you for the greater tests and the greater experiences you will meet later in life.
However the results of tomorrow's test eventually turn out, I will be a changed man inside.
My gut, and my logic say there is about an 80% chance it will be positive. All the signs are there, and I have read nothing to discourage my belief that I do have it. Either way, I am looking toward God for guidance, support, and gratitude. I will be grateful that it isn't something life-threatening. I am above the level where petty inconveniences affect me as much as they may other people. This is also not just black or white. There are levels that I can hope/pray for.
It isn't weighing as much as other things have. I must be strong. I must help myself. I must trust Lucy fully. I must NOT fall into old habits, or fall victim to immature views on life and living.
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