Friday, January 21, 2011

It's the end.

Time to put the past behind me and stay fine tuned for what stands before me.

One by one they dropped. I stay myself and quote Nas to feel strong.

"I sit and think of all the hatred against me--fuck all of them"

I'm here to reclaim what I once had and will continue to hold. And no one will stand in my way. Yeah, I have a crew like most, but I'll remain individualistic because I'm my own man.

"Bitches left me cuz they thought I was finished--shoulda knew she wasn't true"

Let sleeping dogs lie. Let the past be the past. One lesson learned--never leave a situation without getting closure. Don't make mistakes without learning from them. And don't leave a situation only to inch back closer. Finalize it and move on, good-bye means good-bye. No more "laters" and ambiguity.

Heidi still lingers, as does Alicia. One should be cut off, one embraced. No more half-assed empty threats to yourself or anyone else.

This is the year I come into my own.

Because I see through your eyes and smile down to your black heart. Smoke and mirrors appear clearer to me and I see fear and please believe that I'll steer clear of it peacefully.

Just to map it out, I could easily:
Amy#1, Von, Sue (stpcsm), Heidi from Sussex, Meg

It started awkwardly, but taht don't mean that it can't turn out great.

No comments: