I always have to keep in mind that Lucy suffers from a crippling illness called depression. I accepted the fact that I am going to go through a lot of shit due to this, and it may never get better, but I need to be by her side throughout all of this. I have to understand that her insecurity is related to her depression. And that her attachment to me and wanting to always be in contact with me in some way, shape, or form is related to it as well. I am going to have to make sacrifices. I will have to give up some things I enjoy. I'll have to lose touch with friends and maybe even family.
I don't know. I'm tired and want to go to sleep, but at the same time I want to write while I'm in this state of mind. Fuck it. Hopefully I'll be able to put my thoughts together tomorrow. Good night.
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