Thursday, November 29, 2007

I’m breaking out of hell rut.

Emotionally, anyways. But I’m left wondering if its me or them. I’ve seemed to change, but could it just be that I was in a better position?

I’m in a very fragile state because the littlest thing can crush me. Whether they know it or not, my life, or at least a big part of it, is in their hands. If they become aware of it, I’m probably less likely to get crushed. But if I keep quiet, maybe they’ll discover more of me.

Situations:

1- Not noticed, nothing happens
2- Make notice, pressure on them—rejection
3- “ “ “ –acceptance
4- They notice—best case scenario.

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