What a friggin rollercoaster of a week it’s been so far

And it’s only Wednesday morning. By the events that have taken place so far, I’ve come to the conclusion that the whole fucking world is against me.

Sunday

I go into work late, but I wrote a note Saturday night telling Patricia. And I stayed 2 hours later. She seemed fine w/ it, but when she leaves, she gives strict orders to Linda to separate Eric & I. Bullshit revenge at its worst. But that wasn’t too bad.

Monday

Skipped gym and got to eat & talk with Mary! I loved every second of it, because she was bad mouthing Curt and all the other stuff to me. But then she goes and talks about Courtney. So they’re still rock solid. Up & down faster than a fucking pogo stick.

During the day, Tuesday completely fucking sucked. It started off ok, but I hate fucking Scroot. Pompouss dickhead. Anyway, doughnuts in Spanish was ok. Talked more w/ Mary. Fucked around a little bit. Called her Pikachu. I love to make her laugh. Then I skip gym, & Mary’s not at lunch. Fucking perfect. With Smith there, I can’t recant on the deal, so I go and hang out with my incedental nemesis, Courtney. It was ok, but when I went to other lunch, it was better. I love hanging out w/ Alicia. That was fun.

Then, day shoots downhill. Found out Keurig took attendance. Why now? Punishment still pending. Probably 90 minute detention. Fuck. And so long to skipping for lunches. It was a fun couple days, but now it’s over. Fuck.

MEDIA. I got a 50 for Monday. Fuck you Frederick. Tried to talk him into a 75, but who knows what’s going through his mind.

Then calculus. Completely failing the quiz. I have to start studying hard. If it means staying after, or finding help in other ways, then that’s what I have to do.

Then I went to the courthouse. The fucking pit that has been plaguing me for the whole day. No, the past 6 months actually. This lifted my spirit’s though.

NOT GUILTY

That was awesome. So, I have no pts. And I move on.

Today I’m going snowboarding & skipping school. I miss dissecting the cat. (yaay!), and postpone getting yelled at by the fuckers in the office. I’m starting to enjoy life, but I’ve found out that you make a lot of enemies real fast when you do this.

Huffman, Patricia, (poss.) Courtney, all teachers & office staff, other Shop Rite workers.

Or people tend to look down on you more. Aforementioned list, Natascha, mom, grama, rest of family, phony friends.

So it’s been a hell of a week so far. Hell rut is officially ended, and I have a sense of “do what I like” in me. My biggest problems are Amy (I wish she would take a hint), school (grades, Mary & Alicia), and work (not too big a problem, but want to quit soon).

Try to work on those.