The big thing on my mind is Amy. I think if we were together, we’d make a really cool couple. The big problem was her insecurity, which really boosted my confidence. But the fact that Eric flirts with her better than I do really irritates me. But, oh well, what can I do but be me.
Call it like I see it. I think Amy gets the picture now. She’s just scared that we’ll end up like her and Jake. Well I don’t think that would ever happen. Even if we were to go out a couple nights and stop, without “getting anywhere”, I’d still treat her the same as I always had. I think she flirts with Eric so much to get back at me for the whole Christina thing. So that’s fine. I deserve it. I know how it feels to be judged and compared now. She’s fucking caustic, in such a subtle way. But I let it all out. I can’t hold back anymore because that leads to awkwardness.
Let it out before it kills me now. So I think she’ll consider, and finally agree to hang out at least one day with me. But I’ll write more about this later. I should go downstairs w/ my sister now.
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