I'm not really feeling anything, I'm bored and looking for something to get me moving and my creative juices flowing. I'm constantly searching for inspiration.
It's like a drug. RetroZine did it for me, Sublime did, BSF did, some movies have done it more mildly, but I haven't felt it in a while. And you can't put a date on it, and you can't really mark down when you feel it, because you don't really know when you're really feeling it unless you do something about it.
Idealism clashes with practicality constantly. I hate it when that happens. Like, I say to myself "Ok, time to go out there and do something--let's go", then, no one's home. Or they're hanging out with someone else. Or they avoid your calls. Why didn't I think that was a possibility? I wasn't being practical, I was being idealistic. Then, reality comes crashing down.
Sometimes I feel so fucking ideal, but in no time flat, I'm brought back to real.
All it takes is something small like that to crush me for the day. It's like beat the clock to go out and do something before anyone comes home. That's why I think I'll adapt to college much better, because I'll finally feel a freedom that I've never felt before.
Well, there I go. Idealistic again.
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I know how you feel, and yes I agree that most of the time our idealism will often go head to head with practicality.
This doesn't mean that we should stop being idealistic, guess we just have to learn to adapt more to some scenarios and realizations.
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Any reason in particular that all the comments on my blog are from publishing companies? You're obviously not bots, because the comments you leave seem to relate to my entries.
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